My Battle

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There is alot that contributes to an eating disorder. For me the circumstances were that i had super bad anxiety when i was younger causing me to eat alot then throw it up after. theres some mental abuse aspect to it to..in my eighth year of schooling a kid in my grade bullied me very badly and called me fat. my dad used to always say cut down on the junk and my sister would always hide food from me. It was aweful at the time. I thought nobody cared about me but they do..alot. Im still on the road to recovery and this isnt my whole story but its ok...btw ive never had official diagnosis unless u cound my aunt whos a nurse sayin im bulimic...mom and dad are both in heave..dad had a heart attack in his sleep and mom had lung cancer. This isnt the end though. I can beat this! Although theres days i just want to stop trying. Bulimia makes you constantly tired weak and dizzy..theres alot of bad stuff it does to your body it sucks! I fear that im slipping into anorexia because im really becoming restrictive.