On maximum dose of Gabapentin 3600mg/day, Tegretol 900mg/day, Amitriptyline 40 mg, Citalopram 40mg/day, having occassional hallucinations and lose awareness of where I am so no more meds
I try to use distraction techniques when I'm struggling through pain or feeling anxious. Listen to podcasts, audiobooks etc to avoid need for hands to be up and aching holding a book. Or distract with other senses by using essential oils etc