Lost all my friends all I know is chronic pain, 29 years has passed in a blink of an eye. I am lonely depressed and given up on by doctors who just label me and close the door. Stick me on meds and shut me up. I have degeneration in my spine 3 herniated disks out of nowhere gad failed surgery that left me bed ridden for alnost a year. I lost my fiancewho couldnt stand watching me suffer.