Life Is Getting So Lonely

Over the years as my sensitivities have gotten worse, I have slowly let go of the friends I thought I had. Some of them outright thought I was lying; that the things I was telling them weren't possible. They went quickly in the first couple of bad years. Others simply failed to understand the severity. They "weren't going to change their life just becauseI couldn't use stuff". A couple of them made the move out of state. I am left with my boyfriend that had been with me since this illness started and two friends. Two! I was a very social person even if I only had a handful of people that I considered close friends. I am home alone all the time. My boyfriend works out of state. I'm so lonely! And so alone! I don't know what to do anymore.