My 9mm colloid cyst

I was diagnosed in 2013 with a 8mm colloid cyct due to a ER visit with symptoms of lost memory,vision disturbed,and massive migraine. I'm in wait and watch. It has grown to 9mm, 1 more mm and it will have to be removed via brain surgery. I have numerous problems on a daily bases dealing with this. Some days are better than others but bad days are the worst.