Take care of yourself. Seeking out support groups and therapy, like minded people and shared experiences will help you on your road to recovery. Seek love and happiness in what you still have, not what you lost. Happiness comes from everywhere and anyone, your family, friends, strangers. Don’t take life for granted, relish in each minute of the day, every single day. Going through and surviving this nightmare can be enlightening and freeing, just as much as it can be terrifying and scary. However way you experience this, don’t do it alone.