To Hell and Back and Back to Hell Again

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_It is a horrifying and tortorous dissent into hell when you become chemically and then electromagnetically sensitive and my sensitivity came out of nowhere. It all began when, unbeknownst to me and my husband and against our Fourth Amendment, Suffolk County Water Authority placed a two-way transmitting, digital broadcast meter in our basement; also known as a "smart meter." I began with serious symptoms and allergies to all things chemical, but it was not just a sniffle or a sneeze, I was so intolerant to anything chemical that I began losing all cognitive and rational control. I was out of touch and almost out of my mind. Chemicals would make me so sick and the symptoms were so vast and intense and would layer up, to the point where I was going crazy. I was lashing out for no apparent reason, anger and rage would come over me and I could not shut it down. This is where I think today's road rage is coming from, chemicals and wireless. In any event, after struggling for two years with MCS, my symptoms began to turn into electromagnetic sensitivity and this was absolutely horrifying. I could feel the radiation from cellphones, gaming stations, smart meters, CFL bulbs, fans, applicances and all other things related to transforming or stepping down power or wireless. I was on a mission to find why this was happening and getting sicker and sicker while looking. WE knew it was coming from the house, but our scouring, turned up nothing. My symptoms were increasingly worse, and after about six months of struggling, I began to feel like I was being electrocuted. My brain was frying inside my skull and my night terrors were horrendous, violent and graphic. I had full body pain, terrible brain fog and dizziness, along with imbalance problems. I was so scared, at one point losing the ability to walk. I had terrible heart palpitations and shortness of breath, waking in the middle of the night, gasping. I had headaches, and was so fatigued, no energy and lifeless, no joy and complete loss of libido. I was angry, sad and scared. My husband was at a loss, not knowing how to help. Finally, he went in the basement and found a device attached to the water reading meter, it was something we didn't recognize and knew it could be the culprit. My husband wrapped it with foil and within minutes, my symptoms began to dissipate. WE knew this was it. My husband removed it immediately. I started to read everything I could to find out what and how to deal with this onset and if I could even recover. I thought it was going to kill me. I started detoxing, eating a very healthy diet, taking supplements, earthing with sheets, and outdoors at the beach, oils, flower essences, crystals, acupuncture, energy work, massages, Reikki, NAET treatments and on and on, at this point, I can say I am tolerating my environment much better and able to go out and do just about anything, but I cannot have any wifi in our house, or use a cellphone. I must limit my exposure to routers and smart meters, if I go near them at all. Life is challenging, sometimes very isolating and most people do not understand this nor do they support me. I have lost friends and family members, some who think this is all an act or in my head, I have had to cut people out of my life and choose a way of living that is healthy for me, regardless of how it affects my relationships. This, I feel, is my journey now, to enlighten others as to my plight, help them to recognize their own symptoms and offer advice. I am a "Canary" in a wifi  world, and I know this is just the beginning and that mankind is in trouble. I feel that this sensitivity is going to get much more widespread and I fear for the children who will not be capable of managing their world without wifi. Parents are in the dark and will not be able to help their children. Word must get out and we must pull back the reins on wireless and the addiction that this technology has thrust society forward, headlong into, without warning and without permission, we are being led down a very narrow, dark path of sickness and health and doctors will not know what to do with all of us. After removing the culprits, such as all wireless and smart meters, my recovery was good. Unfortunately, now I am fighting with PSEG, as they are installing "smart switches" all over Long Island, and one was put about 250 feet from my house. It started to make me sick all over again and thank God, I knew that it was likely the problem and started calling the emergency hotline and complaining vigorously about it. They are trying to figure out how to help me with this, by calling in an outside consulting firm to take readings, which I already have, showing how high the RF is coming from the switch. I am at a loss as to what to do and for now, they are being somewhat complicit in keeping it turned off. The symptoms from the New smart switch are horrifying; shortness of breath, heart palpitations, body pain, frequent urination, anxiety, sleeplessness and feeling like I want to run away or just die. I cannot tolerate the RF from this new device, going in all over the country. It is part of the smart grid, though, they are covering up its actual purpose, it seems I know more about it then the agents do. This is a real problem as nobody is aware of them and will not know why they are getting sick and where to look. I will know and I will try to help, if I can._