Shortened life expectancy is not short enough

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I was diagnosed with Factor V Leiden in 2009 after suffering from bi lateral embolism. The 18 days I spent in hospital were excruciating and embarrassing. Somehow the medical professionals were able to defeat the clots in my lungs. But not before my lung capacity was just above 25%. There was no residual damage to my lungs after the event. Later, in 2014, I had no health insurance, so therefore no regular INR checkups or prescriptions. It only took 8 days of no warfarin to develop a DVT in my right femoral artery. I was in the hospital for 2 days, 1 night. During that time they gave me antibiotics, lovenox and, without even telling me first, 2 vaccinations for all major diseases. I had never been vaccinated for anything prior to that, suffice to say I was none too happy. How are the "medical proffesionals" going to put something in me without first telling me. Immediately after it was administered I could feel a curious surge of cool electrical current throughout my body. I asked what they had given me and was told . I never wanted any government sanctioned nanobites deposited in my body, but it's too late now. So far, I have only had the 2 events. But currently I am working on causing the third and final, which I can only hope results in my death. By causing it I mean I have stopped taking warfarin and lovenox. I hope it shows itself as an aneurism to the brain or heart, that will be quick. I will not be pleased if it turns out to be pulmonary embolism, but what can one do? Whatever it turns out to be, I'm not going to seek treatment and allow it to take my life. I've come to this conclusion after a life that has totally sucked and I can't wait to be free of it. Being alive sucks, and the last 13 years have turned out to suck with each passing. There is nothing on this plane of existence that interests me. There is no one here that will miss me and I cannot wait to die and rid myself of the monotony of day to day existence.